This Week:

School has finally started and the first week of school wasn't as bad as I thought. I just hate waking up at 5:30 in the morning and getting ready to go to school cause of my morning classes. The good thing that I don't have class on Mondays, which means I get a three day weekend!!! That means I can get lots of homework done, and reading done!!! So far, all my classes require tons and tons of reading. I'm reading this psychology book about research and design. Then I have to read some English literature, which is extremely boring. What sucks is I have to write essays in all of my classes!!

On the first day of school, guess who I saw???? Chung-Hee!!!!! I was kind of happy, but a little disappointed because I don't think he saw me. And Chung-Hee was across the street from me, standing with his friends laughing. I kept looking at him for about twenty seconds, waiting for him to look at me. Then throughout the week, I wanted to see Chung-Hee again and again. It's crazy!! I thought that I was over him, but I'm not!!! Lately, I have been thinking so much more about him!!! I just reminisce about the past, and the times that he and I always met around the campus. I remembered the way that he used to treat me. I don't think that I can easily let him go, but I'll have to try no matter what. Why must i like someone that I know isn't right? My friends don't like him, but here I am thinking about him and hoping to run across him again. I'm like a fool trying to get his attention. Before he got my attention, and now it's the direct opposite.